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I know that I owe you an update, especially those who've been following my depressed rambling and attempting to help. There's not a lot to say, however. I am in a holding pattern. Functioning enough to get by, not nearly as unhappy as I have been, but not really going anywhere, or, to be honest, sure that I want to. Today I set a small match under one bridge, but there's every change of it going out before it achieves anything - meanwhile, I brood. Hopefully I look gothic and romantic while doing this rather than moronic, but I wouldn't bet on it.

Still, we cleared shelfs yesterday, and tonight is Immortal2, which should do something for my mood, and there's always the chance that tomorrow I will manage to pull it all together.
Mood:: 'listless' listless
Music:: He's a Liquid (Metamatic) by John Foxx
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posted by [identity profile] joexnz.livejournal.com at 04:08pm on 23/08/2005
i know the feeling, its why i like having 3-5 year plans (like going back to NZ for a year), currently I don't have one
and I think I am going very slowly comically insane.
 
posted by [identity profile] ciphergoth.livejournal.com at 06:21pm on 23/08/2005
It's OK to be in a holding pattern, I think. You've been in one before, and then you've gone on to do new things when the mental weather has changed.

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