Don't interrupt me as I struggle to complete this thought

[purplerabbits]

I am feeling quite vulnerable at the moment, even though sensible measures have helped ensure I don't have full on BiCon comedown. Of course now is the time other people are getting Bicon comedown and hence sharing the less good things about their weekend. I cannot begrudge them the opportunity to do that, but the conjunction of the two facts is...unfortunate.

Also in amoungst this are things which it is worth saying so that future organisers do even better, and things that I would like to reply to because I'm not sure if they are fair criticisms. I am trying to ensure that I don't respond to anything yet because I need time to reflect and recover, but that doesn't mean I'm not prepared to listen.

Meanwhile I welcome validation and nice things. Next week is soon enough for difficult things.

Comments

[barakta]

I memory all the BiCon writeups not on the BiCon LJ so that I can go back and be happy. This year's comments were all very positive - I haven't succeeded in memorying the later ones the comedown ones of doom.

I haven't been able to switch off as well this time, am not good at that in general. Today has been the hardest so far, probably cos I'm physically exhausted. I wish I'd gone away somewhere for a few days without net access a la 2003's trip to NL.