I'm really just a fuck up and it's such a waste

[purplerabbits]

It looks as if I won't be in London this weekend due to a mixture of me not getting my shit together and failures of communication between me and people I thought I was supposed to be spending time with. I actually feel OK about this, except that I can see my so-called social life slipping away from me a bit. I hope that some people come to my cocktail party at least - my schedule from now until Xmas looks a bit bare, with only about four things on it so far...