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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 05:01pm on 01/01/2015
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 05:01pm on 01/01/2015 under
There is never very much time though sometimes it seems like there is way too much time to fill, but that's an illusion unless you are immortal which I am not. Sometimes I fill time with games and sometimes with sorting seeds or buttons or beads or dismantling jewellery or having a bath or taking ages in the bath or doing a crossword in the bath. Sometimes I kill time until it is dead with the games which make you click once every minute or so which eats time as you wait just long enough to not get bored but are still bored. Sometimes time goes away because I am cleaning but more often it goes away before I can finish cleaning and get to the stage when I wonder why I spent so long cleaning because who is it for anyway and it will just get dirty again. Sometimes I account for every penny and every calorie and every bird and every book and every plant in my garden and every pokemon I ever caught and every fruit and vegetable and meat and fish and gemstone and star I know. Sometimes I feel as if I am literally counting grains of sand or seeds which are grains of sand.

I do not count every pot I made or every thing I knitted but I did once count every ball of wool,which is probably the wrong way round. Also every film I can remember seeing and every live gig I went to and the books I owned as well as the ones I have ever read, but those lists are not complete which makes them pointless, or would do except they are already pointless. Once I tried to track how many words I wrote a day but I gave up and I gave up on the films and on the list of bus routes I had travelled and the lists of countries I'd been in and cities and counties were only for quizzes and don't count. But quizzes do count - I am learning every country in the world and every capital city but just as a list not as a way to match places to countries at least not for all of them, so they are just words, and some of them have only four letters and I can list the capital cities that have only four letters and also the countries.

So it is not a surprise the time goes away which it would do anyway because that is like literally the most predictable thing in the whole of existence that time passes at one second per second but it passes less memorably and therefore faster if you list all the jewellery you could sell or sort your photos into months and days and years.

I can make a list of tasks for every day and of tasks for every week and of tasks for every two weeks and of tasks for every month. It is harder to do the tasks even when I do not do them on the days and hours and weeks they should be done, but those that are done present a kind of satisfaction - like an eaten bowl of rice, an empty plate, a clean plate. All I want is for the plate to be clean, the page to be clean, the bags to be laid out clear.

I can list my weight over time, but not for all of time. The lists come and go in time like leaves and petals and birds that come in summer and go in winter or come in winter and go in summer. The seasons of the making of the lists are not as predictable but they do ebb and flow like a particularly complex set of tides or like the ebb and flow of waves of starlings in the sky which look as if they should mean something important but maybe don't. I try to control myself and my things with words and sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't and it ebbs and flows and approaches and recedes and when it recedes it leaves a line of scraps on the beach where the rubbish and the shells and the seaweed mix together, high tide marks and low tide marks, neep tides and springs.

Time does the thing that time does but the lists in my mind and the things in my life look as if they will be done and clarity will ensue and all will be well and all will be well but I do not reach the stage when all manner of things are well.
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 05:01pm on 01/01/2015 under
1. Marmite - love or hate?
I like Marmite, but actually prefer vegemite these days as slightly milder and meatier . I adore Twiglets.

2. Marmalade - thick cut or thin cut?
Proper dark thick cut Oxford marmalade or bust

3. Porridge - made with milk or water?
I make mine with water and a splash of milk, with salt added in the cooking. The important thing is that it's proper Scottish-ly thick, not English gruel.

4. Do you like salt, sugar or honey on your porridge?
Sugar is OK, especially brown, but only if there is some salt as well. I also have a weakness for golden syrup, which dates back to my extreme childhood.

5. Loose tea or teabags?
Teabags for the most part unless I have company and special tea. Loose tea is a pain to clear up after.

6. Where on your door is your letterbox?
Waist height in the centre and horizontal as is proper.

7. What's your favourite curry?
Korma or Malayan or a home made mild dal. I'm a wuss about chilli.

8. What age is the place where you live?

9. Where do the folks running your local corner shop come from?

10. Instant or fresh coffee?
Instant fair trade at home. fancy Starbucks polluted muck when out

11. How far are you from the sea?
3 miles, if the Forth counts

12. Have you travelled via Eurostar?
Once, from London to Paris with mum

13. If you were going to travel abroad, where's the nearest country to you?
Probably Netherlands, though Denmark is not so far.

14. If you're female (or possible even some males) do you carry a handbag?
I have a bag that's a back pack as it's easier to manage with a stick.

15. Do you have a garden? What do you like growing?
There is a garden, not got round to growing yet. I used to grow herbs and tomatoes and generally useful things.

16. Full cream, semi skimmed or skimmed?

17. Which London terminal would you travel into if going to the capital?
Kings X, or Euston if doing the sleeper

18. Is there a local greasy spoon where you live?
This is Scotland, there's one every twenty metres

19. Do you keep Euros in the house?
I do still have some, though it's ages since Ive been to Europe or anywhere abroad

20. Does your home town have a Latin, Gaelic or Welsh alternative name?
Scottish Gaelic, Dùn Èideann or Dunedin

21. Do you have a well known local artist or author?
This is Edinburgh, we have several :-) The closest to me is my mate Charlie...

22. Do you have a favourite Corrie character?
Not even a bit. My mum watched it and I swore after leaving home never again.

23. Are your kitchen sink taps separate or a mixer?

24. Do you have a favourite brand of blended tea?
I drink Chai or Earl Grey rather than 'proper' tea. Tesco's finest or Twinings.

25. What's in your attic if you have one?
On the ground floor now so no attic.

26. If you go out for a cream tea, what jam do you like on your scone?
Apricot, but I don't really do cream teas

27. Talking of scones- scon or scown? Jam or cream first?
Scon. Cream last if at all

28. Barth or bath?

29. Carstle or castle?

30. What flavour of crisps do you favour?
Salted or salt and pepper. Some beef flavours are good too.

31. If you go to the chippie, what do you like with your chips?
Salt and vinegar, with ketchup for dipping but not on them.

32. Take away, take out or carry out?

33. If you have one, what colour is your wheelie bin?
We have big black on street bins

34. What colour skips does your local skip hire use?
Skips are yellow, aren't they?

35. Do you celebrate Guy Fawkes?
We get plenty or fireworks in Edinburgh almost year round, so haven't done the 5th November in a while. Also cos I celebrate Samhain on the 31st October...

36. Dettol or TCP?
As a child it was Dettol. Now neither.

37. Do you have a bidet in the bathroom?
No and there's no room for one

38. Do you prefer courgettes or aubergines?
Courgettes. Aubergine is OK in some dishes, but harder to make edible

39. In the 'real world' Do you have friends of other nationalities? Which nationalities?
Yes, fewer than I did cos I have fewer friends I see regularly than I did. New Zealanders and Irish predominantly.

40. Do you have a holy book of any sort in the house?
There is a King James Bible for reference. I have Rationality from AI to Zombies on my phone, more to the point.

41. Do you prefer a hankie or tissues?

42. Are you a fan of crumpets? What do you like on them?
Yes. Butter with more butter and maybe honey. It can get messy.

43. Doorbell, knocker or both?
Intercom buzzer cos it's a tenement flat

44. Do you own a car? What sort?

45. What sort of pants do you guys prefer? Y fronts or boxers?

46. Anyone still a fan of suspenders?
On other people I guess, though hold up are sexier. On me, not a chance.

47. Do you have a favourite quote from the bard?
The forms of things unknown, the poet’s pen
Turns them to shapes and gives to airy nothing
A local habitation and a name.

48. Do you like toasted muffins?
Not specially, but anything that can act as a substrate for butter is OK.

49. Do you think a traditional trifle should contain jelly?
Yes, and more importantly there should be detectable sherry.

50. Do you attend regular religious worship? Of what kind?
No. But I mark the seasons and would love to attend a secular solstice.
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As I try to fit myself into new flat I have a bunch of stuff to get rid of. It will need to be collected from Caledonian Place. A lot of it will end up donated or ebayed if I don't get takers here, but mates get first dibs...

Does anyone want: 
  1. Ikea Ivar shelving unit with cabinet and four shelves (was my drinks cabinet with the dragons on). 30cm deep, 226cm tall and 85cm wide, would cost £89 new, £30 or make me an offer
  2. Set of drawers for an Ivar unit 50cm deep by 85cm wide. Its possible Ill be getting rid of the whole unit, so let me know if youre interested in that, but I at least want rid of the drawers
  3. Hi Fi separates: Sony CD player CDP XE530 (cannot believe these things are getting listed as vintage on ebay!) £15 or offer
  4. Sherwood Amp AI2210 Amplifier £20
  5. Gale reference monitor speakers and cables £20 
  6. A 10 year old Acoustic Solutions DVD player  was still working last I checked, free
  7. Plain white cylinder lamp shade 33cm diameter 20cm tall, free
  8. Turquoise rug, 99 x 130cm, free
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 02:34pm on 19/06/2014
I need to let myself know that things are getting done again, so here is a list. Congratulations are always welcome:-


All the washing up (except the grill pan of DOOM)
Found all the dirty clothes and put a wash on
Sorted out tradesman for A & N
Received Tesco delivery and put it away
Took the recycling down
Wrapped and posted stuff for ebay
Visited Ed
Took some of Ed's stuff to Shelter and helped there for nearly an hour
Went for a walk from Silverknowes to Cramond village and saw birds and stuff. It felt like a really long walk but apparently it was 'only' two miles
Had a baaaath

Laid up BiReCon programme, researched cheap condoms etc for BiCon
Ordered my repeat prescription
Ran soda crystals through the washing machine
Tidied the bedroom and put away the clean clothes 
Got distracted into sorting through clothes so now I have a bag for the rag guy and one for Shelter

I meant to do loads more today, but yesterday was knackering and I'm quite enjoying NOT having to do all the things
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 07:23pm on 11/06/2014
I managed to give some things away on Monday
I did five hours of pottery yesterday, with like a 20minute break :-)
I went on the tram, which was interesting
Also yesterday I saw a yellowhammer, properly, with my eyes.

I've checked and I think I've now seen 194 species in my mid life list (ie since 2007), 195 if you include free to roam Muscovy ducks
I need to see more new birds, but am not sure which ones to go for now I've got most of the easy ones. Corncrakes are easy to hear in the right place, but not see. I could go to Cairngorm again and try for grouse (how hard can it be, seriously?) and maybe cross bills and crested tits (both prone to be very high in the trees) Where can I see choughs?
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 09:58am on 20/04/2014
I'm getting it together to open an Etsy shop, but, as I've found on Ebay, fees can eat a lot of the proceeds, so I'm going to be offering selected things here first. If you want anything you can comment with an email address. Comments are screened, but I'm likely to unscreen anything without an email, so let me know if that's not OK. Comments and compliments are always welcome, and won't be taken as a contract to buy!
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So of the three 'resolutions' I made in January I have kept one - to keep my personal accounts, which are up to date and useful. I have been for walks, but nowhere near once a week, although i have managed to be out of the house and active at least that often, and I have clearly been crap at monthly state of the rabbits reports... On not beating myself up about this i am, however, doing great :-)

So, here are things which are good

Going to pottery and making things out of stuff - I've made it to every class, and been on time to all but one, which I was an hour late for and allowed myself a rare taxi to make the second half of. I also did a wee sewing machine class at Remade, and a drop in at pottery at Salisbury centre courtesy of Jenny so I could finish my terracotta work from last year. I have discovered many ways in which glazing can Not Work and a few in which it can. I also really enjoyed the 2 day silver working class, though Broughton High is a bit of a bugger for me to get too, You may have noticed some of my work from there in previous posts, even though I am quite reluctant to sell some of it I can't really keep it all.

Other stuff I've been doing is helping M with flat viewings (now nearly sold with many crossings of fingers) and volunteering in Shelter once or twice a week, which has been great, and between that and the crafts i have good reason to be out of the house twice a week.

I'm on diclofenac for the knee pain which is working tolerably well, and with new GP have found a sensible AD doseage. And it's loads lighter, so overall I feel mentally and physically OKish. I would probably say better than OK, except for the anxiety that it will all go tits up again - either that or the DWP will decide I am All Better and take away my money (not likely for a bit cross fingers)

I am also bravely working on a genuine job application, and shall be keeping an eye open for suitable things from now on. So if you here of any part time stuff that might suit me, do let me know. I'm probably looking at public or third sector stuff, and preferably nothing to do with children, but I'd consider other things so suggestions welcome.
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 01:02pm on 09/04/2014
Pendants )

BroochesBrooches )
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posted by [personal profile] purplerabbits at 04:32pm on 06/04/2014
Comment if you want to buy something, you can then mail me your address and I'll send you payment details.

Bracelets )

Earrings )


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